report 000028: diagnostic

in silence & in silence. protracted histamine reaction: the body blisters itself. i have never been one for moderation, neither i nor my circulatory system, antipathies, allergies, & once more the completed orbit, complete inability to not

return: see, i have found a pebble worthy of note. see. what worth is distance without a song to sing across it? my ambit is less ample than my orbit. lurk & sift. a holding pattern, a cycle: an equation i cannot define, a skill in declination

i have not acquired. no song i have not yet already in waiting sung. baffle, batten, barricade. in the last watch i make notes. waiting is longer. somewhere the instrument sings back. vast world; world of objects. but there is a fire.